Why Hazy Dayz

Why Hazy Dayz? It feels most days like I am in a haze. I keep looking for a new life, something more clear and concise. So far, I haven't found it. My place in the world is changing as my children leave home, my job becomes less palatable and I am once again faced with the question, "What do I want to be when I grow up?" There is very little in my life that turned out the way I thought it might when I was 20. I still want some of those things but is it too difficult to make them happen? What parts of me do I want to shed and what parts do I want to keep? Too much food for thought, I think I will go get a Pepsi, and in the words of Scarlett O'Hara - "I'll think about it tomorrow."